Bible Discussion Thread

I been in a terrible car accident which was my fault and I was pronounced with a broken back in T12, L1,L2 along with 2 slipped disk and 2 herniated disk in my neck along with 56 pinched nerves and have been unable to walk with out a walker and can only walk 100 yards before my arms ang legs start shaking and it take 3-4 hrs. to stop. I have read the New Testament 15 times and read the Old Testament 3 times. I talk to both God and Jesus 2 times a day for 1/2 hr. and seems like nothing is happening I know it states that God is healing us at his own pace but I am getting tired of being totally disable and lately I have been dreaming that I see myself in a white robe standing next to my Mom in heave and there have been times I see myself being tested and see myself falling to Hell. My family and I have tried using Holy Water and drinking grape juice plus Communion Bread for a month and nothing happened to my family and I now my Grand daughter is now having a hard time finding a job and as for my wife and Grandson they are still in the same condition and as for me I am afraid to finished reading the Bible because every time I read it then something happens to me I can only imagine what is going to next so if you please pray for this family and I to start seeing healing happening to each and everyone of us. I have 78 things wrong with me, my wife 20 things, Grand daughter 12 things and my Grandson 4 things so please pray for us that healing starts happening. Amen