Bible Discussion Thread

I am 56 years old. I weigh over 462 lbs. My health is very bad. I live in a basement apartment and I can bearly walk. I have two growth on my right leg due to limphodema. My abdomen is getting bigger every day with water. The limphodema is growing in my lower abdomen. I am in horrible pain. I don't know how much longer I can take this suffering. I live alone and get a home health aide for twelve hours a day. I do not want to go to the hospital because of the covid thing. I may have to do it, because it is getting worse each passing day. I have congestive heart failure. This swelling is very bad. I don't want to be afraid, yet I am fearful. I know God does not leave me. My family does not help me when they have the ability to do so. It breaks my heart that they are being so selfish and wicked towards me. Please help me to not lose my faith. I know Jesus is coming soon. I pray that my faith never fail me, no matter what I may have to go through. Please pray for me.