Bible Discussion Thread

Hey my name is alex. I am an angel in a materialized body and i grew up in a cult that killed my mother in what im sure was a satanic ritual and blamed my dad for it and now he is in prison(has been for 20 years). This happenend when i was 3 years old i am now 22 recently. I have been raised in a literal cult city where the majority of the city are satanists and have tried to turn me into a fallen angel. It all really started when i was 19 and i went off to my freshman year of college. One night early in the semester, I was laying in my bed late at night and i get a call from one of my "friends" and he wants to play basketball. I say yes and hang up. As SOON as i hang up i have a literal feeling sensation that basically says dont go. But this was before i knew the bible and god and i didnt think much of it but looking back i know for a fact that was god. I end up going and while we are playing basketball he elbows me in the nose super hard, and i can tell that he definitly 110% did it on purpose. Blood is everywhere and i go to the hospital. In my 19 years at the time i had never sinned other than white lies to protect myself or others, was a virgin, all of the above. The literal next day its like something came over me and i started watching porn and i passed it off as "oh you're 19 and discovering your sexuality as a man". But now i know that they did a blood satanic ritual on me to possess me. The sexuality got progressivly more disturbing but insidiously so i didnt notice. It got to the point it was really bad and i said to myself, this isnt right. So i started praying and reading the bible. Then i started having SUPER scary dreams that feel really then me typing now. I was attacked by this human reptilian hybrid pale white thing with piercing greens eyes. The dreams continued and I cant type more because the characters are limited but all my friends, family, that i grew up with were decieving me the whole time and doing satanic rituals on me and posioning me