Bible Discussion Thread

Really in a frustrating situation for sure in need of healing and deliverance. Healing from some things that have happened, a man hurt me badly trying to cover up a mistake did a wicked thing to me that's messed me up. Then being messed up from what's happened I'm down like in this "pit" where its much easier to commit certain sins that open up doors to demonic oppression, harassment, torment and influence verses if I was healed and could go out and live a more normal life complete with a marriage, etc that would eliminate these sexual sins (fleshly lusts) that bring about demonic bondage in the soul (mind, will, and emotions. Not to mention the internal trauma and the bitterness and resentment (open doors) over all that's went down, some of which that didn't have to if people had just looked into some things and not assumed. So its a mess, its very frustrating situation to be in for a sincere believer with some strong qualities who just wants to serve again and have somewhat of a normal life again.

My dear friend.

I understand what you are going through. Because I did not understand how all this works (even though I thought I did) It took time and a lot of research and soul searching. Gavin YOU ARE NOT ALONE! When I started realizing what was going on I believed I was not alone but in a bad way. I had lust. I was looking for anyone to love me. I always prayed over and over for help. But MY eyes and ears were closed to the voice of God. But when I started opening up my eyes and ears, everything started getting better. I did not give up on God, I gave up on ME. Now I know that God never gave up on me. What I mean about listening and looking. Sometimes you might be say at a doctors office and pick up a magazine and you turn to a SUBJECT that was bothering you . That might have been the Holy Spirit guiding you to that book to find your answer. You might come across someone who started talking about a subject they had a problem with and found the answer. The same answer you was looking for. TADA!!! It happen to me so often that now I get a kick out of it.

Gavin my friend, Don't give up on God and yourself. As you get closer and closer to God I promise the other issue will fade away. And yes, God gave me the perfect man. If I gave God a shopping list of what kind of husband I needed He filled the bag perfectly. Wait he will find the right person for you. Keeping going to church.

Good Luck My Brother in Christ

We all LOVE you!