Bible Discussion Thread

Please pray for my parents and for my relationship with my parents. My marriage/divorce (narcissist) landed me with some deep seeded mental issues,anxiety/depression/ptsd/Anduncontrollable outbursts. I have recently moved in with my parents to try to regain custody of my two children. My parents are wonderful Christians however I feel like they do not understand the extreme trauma I have endured. It has scarred me to the core and some days it's enough just to make it thru the day without collapsing into a heap and giving up! I'm unemployed and having a hard time getting a job because of my anxiety and I have to pay my ex child support because after the depression he convinced the court I was mentally unstable demoting me to be the "noncustodial parent" and I will never be able to afford a place of my own when my ex is recieving well over half my wages which are measly minimum wage hence me moving in with my parents from being homeless.

My dad is very particular and likes things HIS way (he was a supervisor for 50yrs at an important military company in our city) he thinks I am lazy and making excuses, but I am up every day doing odd jobs/applying for jobs and taking care of my kids when I have them and busy living up to his strict standards of cleanliness with two (pre)teenage boys is no easy task! We had a disagreement this morning and I had an uncontrollable outburst that was well provoked by them and I pray that we can come to an understanding so they won't be so hard on me and learn to walk away and let me calm down if I'm not ready to talk about something immediately right when they want to discuss it. Respecting boundaries both ways. Thank you for your prayers!