Bible Discussion Thread

there are no significant losses or tragedies yet in my life. I am 19 years old from the USA with incredibly huge dreams, borderline blasphemous. I know god is watching me right now, although sometimes i wonder if he can send me more signs and signals (in a christian manner, to hear his voice and feel his presence). I am learning more about all kinds of religions because he changed/SAVED my life from the satanic path i was going down at 16. Against my will, i couldnt go to school anymore and i stopped a lot of very bad habits, going into an introspective period in my life that i am just now building back up in the real world after developing myself for so long. for now, im solely planning and developing while slowly building up a truly self actualized, best version of myself, because i made sure that this was the reasoning behind my suffering. my true purpose is to become a hero, otherwise my circumstances wouldnt allow for me to blossom in such a meticulous way. if you have any questions feel free to reach me because a lot of things simply cannot be explained in a short sentence. my email is , pray for me, my family, our protection as a people, for me to stick to gods plan, etc. i hope i can repay the favor within the next 4 years. peace and love take care