Bible Discussion Thread

I really need a blessing for God, For i find myself in troubled times with my family. Finance's are a big problem. I have fibermilga, i've had two heart bypasses.,and a bad back. although i want my family to have a nice home for my wife and 4 Girls. If my health was better i know i could provide this for them. But it will never happen, And i hate myself for being a complete failure.I feel if i was just out of the way maybe some Guy would come along and provide them there dreams. I love my wife and daughters so much. But i would step away if i knew someone would provide this for them and be good to them. They say money can.t ,make you happy. Well i my case 2 hundred thousand dollars would make my family dreams come alive. God has been so good to me through my life.I"m 51 years old and with my health , i can't see where i'm nothing but holding them back in life. This is a great sight and i love reading the bible. I hope on day god will Give my wife and children what they want. I feel my time is short. And if so, I pray my God will send that right Guy to them. I just want them to be happy more than anything. praise God In the Name Of Jesus, Amen .Ronald Ball Dillon S.C.