Bible Discussion Thread

I am 55 years old.and I ran a bad life when I was young. The good Lord gave me the best mother I ever known, to bad I didn't take advantage of her. Instead I did wrong. I was in drug, drink, went jail, then prison. I lost my mother that I love with all my heart. And she was not my real mother. But to her I was everything.how I regret mow what I have done. Today I read my bible ask my lord for forgiveness, and now at the age of 55, I am not the same person I use to be. The Lord has changed my life. But now I am alone in this world. And it is hard. But I believe in God and that he loves me as well.its still hard for me to forget the things I did when my mother was alive it's hard. I pray that the Lord well never leave me, and forgive me for what I've done, to keep me teachable, to give me the wisdom, and to help me understand and how to read his word. I am lonely in this world but I have my God. And I beg him never leave me. My health is not very good today, so what ever days I have left thank you Lord for all you done . I love you. I miss you mom. Thank you .Maria molina